There are a million and one things you should do, could do, but people rarely go out and do them. You're not pitying yourself. Sometimes we just get into moods or ruts that aren't easily reversed.

It's hard feeling the way you're feeling and it's not as if you want to feel that way. Recently if I get into a rut like this I give myself two days. Two days to mope or pout or whine and if it's not gone by then I force myself to get up and do something.

It could be as simple as taking a drive listening to my favorite music or seeing a movie. Anything really, because I find when you're actuallya ctive or with other people that feeling inside lessons and things are more bearable.

We all make the wrong choices in life sometimes. Cut ties that we shouldn't, keep ones we shouldn't. It the things we do after the fallout that matters.

If everyday was perfect and we never had to deal with the way you feel right now...well how would we know what being happy really was? It's about the balance...we need the bad even if sometimes it hurts so deeply we feel it in our bones.

You just have to want to get past it. If you want it bad enough there isn't anything I think you can't do. I hope you feel better and try not to be too hard on yourself...remember you aren't the only one who needs to unload sometimes.

There people all around you who understand and are there to help or listen.